It's a good song. I'd post the link here and recommend you listen to it if it wasn't for the crappy recording quality. And the conversation at the beginning about tape. Or is that The Milkman of Human Kindness cover?

In any case it's true. Everything comes around. Full-circle. Definitely. Depressingly so.

I'm just so ready to cry right now it's not even funny.

I don't feel like elaborating, just like crying. And I feel really crappy because I know that sending messages isn't going to change anything, in fact I'll probably make it worse, but I'm going to keep sending messages anyway because I want it to change something. Even if her only reaction is to send me a reply asking me to leave her alone. Then I'll at least know. Or maybe I don't want to know. Which hurts more: Having someone you trusted and thought was your friend vanish with no notice and ignoring the message you sent them asking what happened, or having them tell you to fuck off? Either way I'm crying now.